Hidashi Is Ruining My Life

'Nuff said.

Ha no seriously tho this ship is ruining my life. At first I couldn't see anything besides brotherly love between the two but then fanfiction happened and, well, you'd be surprised at how greatly smut fics and raging hormones can affect you. Before I was all against incest but then the Hamada brothers be all cute in the movie with the way Tadashi looks at Hiro when they're alone together and how Hiro absolutely just stops functioning when Tadashi dies and dear God do you remember that scene where Tadashi inches so close to Hiro's face when he says he won't give up on him like ugh. This ship is gonna kill me I swear. But nah Tadashi is dead and so yeah... Well nope. Saying that is not helping and now here come the BH6 fics where Hiro admits to himself that he actually loves Tadashi and berates himself for only realizing it now because Tadashi is dead and he'll never have a chance to tell him and jfc I'm crying pls help me do not watch this movie I repeat do not watch this movie.


(hey but do you know what's worse? The complete and utter lack of Hidashi things on Deviantart. Seriously, tho. We're supposed to be the biggest art community on the internet and you people aren't posting Hidashi sht. Someone owes me an explanation. And it better be good. Haha but pls ignore the fact that I'm not posting anything tho bcos I'm lazy OTL)